Reflecting...

Ten more days until my 40th birthday...Thank you Jesus. I have been doing alot of reflecting lately. Milestones have a way of doing that...reflection. I have made peace with alot of stuff that I have been through. Luke 12:48,  "To whom much is given, much is required". God will allow my testimony to be so effective, that he has to get the glory out of my life. Reaching 40 years old has given me a comfortably in who I truly am. I'm not just grown...I'm good and grown. Meaning that I'm not just the age of consent, I'm the age of consent and I take responsibility for my actions due to that consent. I get on my face everyday to pray, not because I'm holy and perfect; but because I need the Lord to show me the way. Sometimes I miss the mark, but I know how to repent, learn the lesson, and move on. If the Lord allowed you to be in my life, it is because either I am to teach you something, vice versa, or both. If you learn anything from me, let it that just because life doesn't go as planned, get better not bitter. There is a blessing in the lesson. Even if you don't agree with me, thank you for taking the time to see it Jen's way.